May is a very tough month for me, and I have learned to live presently with every emotion and expression of my truest feelings. Not only in the remembrance of losing the greastest love ever known to my existence – My Mother, but also in how I am in tune with the people around me. The joyous day of my birth 05/05/75, and my Mother’s death 05/10/13 just days a part reminds me countless times just how precious life really is. To live with energetic color, purpose, and youthfulness makes life WORTH IT everyday for me. As I journaled tonight, I reflected on God’s grace of keeping me through tough times, and as I wrote, the numbers of my birth date kept flashing in my head, so I took a break and looked up the symbolism of the #5.
The number 5 symbolizes God’s grace, goodness and favor toward humans and is mentioned 318 times in Scripture. Five is the number of grace, and multiplied by itself, which is 25, is ‘grace upon grace’ (John 1:16). The Ten Commandments contains two sets of 5 commandments. The first five commandments are related to our treatment and relationship with God, and the last five concern our relationship with others humans.
How perfectly am I aligned in the Will of God. I live in perfect order just as it has been written for me, and because of this confirmation from my Father above – a sense of comfort came over me. So, tonight I can sleep with no worries, heartache of losses, and with peace of knowing that I represent something so much BIGGER than I can ever phathom of being.
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