H E L L O♡‼ I’m up from my nap. Actually, I fell asleep during meditation😂. The B E S T sleep ever!! Here’s my reflection on what I was meditating on, which was just F O C U S of my mind🧠.
I don’t have all of the answers in my entrepreneur pursuit🚶♀️. Step B and C seemed simple in my head until I actually tried to accomplish it and discovered my roadblocks🚫. Through those roadblocks, I found out how courageous I am. How resourceful I am. How passionate I am. How I am pushing through my fears of failing. I didn’t say I was absent from the fear of failing. But, I am pushing everyday beyond my mind of doing what’s so uncomfortable and that’s NOT KNOWING. It’s embracing the NOW and not fully understanding what the next day brings, and it’s a liberating feeling🙆🏾♀️ … sometimes🤦🏾♀️. It’s a feeling of A NEW NORMAL.
There’s no SUCH THING as normal when you’re living in passion and purpose🤷🏾♀️. YES! I don’t get to see the BET AWARDS😕 in real time, because I sacrificed the way I watched television 3 years ago to unprogram my headspace of how I felt I needed television. I may not can just GET UP AND GO🚗. Because, 2 years ago, I sacrificed my headspace of the feeling of entitlement to learn patience, practice time management BETTER👀, and dependability because I was so consumed of my own independence. Independence is a great thing, don’t get me wrong. But, not in entrepreneurship. I needed to get out of my head that I was solo-lowlow (I just made this word up because it sounded dope to say😁.)
Being DISRUPTIVE 🤯 of the mind is the idea I came up with, and is still my answer today. It’s my answer to keep me in MY new normal. I have a friend that tells me all of the time that I’m not NORMAL FOLK😊. And, I woke up refreshed as if I just started this journey🤸🏽♀️. I feel renewed in my spirit of my new normal that I’m oblivious to at this time, and I’m SIMPLY OKAY with it.
Everyday I am UNCOMFORTABLE about some decision making opportunity or discovery my mind embarks upon with no freaking direction but a damn vision‼ I be like WTF everyday just about🤪⁉️
I said ALL of THAT … to tell whoever makes it down to this paragraph that … There’s no right or wrong way in how you create your life. It’s scary. It’s exciting. It’s invigorating. It’s exploring. It’s heartache. It’s desiring. It’s you 🤐ing UP. It’s love. It’s loss. It’s a grind. It’s missing out because you don’t have the money to waste. It’s defeat. It’s the feeling of winning a championship. It’s peace. It’s sacrifice. It’s discovery. It’s 🤐ing UNCOMFORTABLE, till it’s the most beautiful thing you’ll ever experience in this lifetime.
Be brilliantly Y O U with no apologies about it.
When the sun rises, I am still choosing to keep doing it MY WAY – uniquely, consistently, persistently, and with love because it’s gotten me this far♡.
Simply LaKendra 💋